If I am the voice in my head then I am my own God, for no one could ever be a more brutal critic or a more empathetic friend. If I am my own God then why do I feel so powerless? If I am not my own God then I wish that God would give me a bit more guidance cause I'm certain I don't know what I am supposed to do with this life. should I chase money, stability, power, or love? I am not asking anything that hasn't been asked by one and all and I know there are more "answers" than a man can explore in one lifetime. So which one is my answer? Why can't I put my head down and pull the plow happily like so many others? do I really want to feel comf